This is a rant. Just so you know.
ARRRGH!
*feeling better already*
So, besides hating computers… I’m feeling mighty bitter about my current set of circumstances. Nothing new, but wow. I have three things due tonight… and I’m flipping out over it. Cannot believe the horrors. Why am I typing this, then? I have to clear my mind. I simply can’t accomplish anything when I’m mentally blind.
I have three papers, basically… a revision, a project, and a research essay. All three of them remind me why it’s unwise to procrastinate. But dude! I got some incredible arting done recently. I’m so proud! And I also recently got some ideas on some animation scripts for two friends of mine. They have really cool characters and me? I love animation and 3d animation is something I want to get heavily into. On top of that, I’ve been trying to work out an independent study that would be next to impossible for anyone who had a life (lucky me! 
). And yet, dude… I cannot do anything when I have all these papers. And I know that once this weekend comes around, I’ll be so busy with doing sound for the local ministry (I’m a sound guy for a church nearby. I’m amazed they’d let me. Not a day goes past that I don’t pray to God that I won’t do something like test the sound system with fart noises or something. I totally want to do it… but I know those people would KILL me with a capital K! And oh man… polka music or some cruddy old-school breakbeat music would rule! Mwahahah… I’d fall under the spirit of awesomeness for that kinda junk! But no sir… these people are deadfaced when it comes to that).
I really love the church people. They’re all so kind to let me walk around in my uber minimal attire (don’t ask). I think if I could one day get the money, however, I’d want to start my own youth church which would be pure electro worship. With emphasis on ‘old’ styles of sound, video game chip music, and crisp or overcompressed breaks (the jazzier side of breaks would be awesome, however… and it’d be fun to do that with as few fx as possible). And really… it’s not about the music, you know. But lord knows, people love to escape. As long as it’s nothing crazy expensive or elaborate, and as long as no one has a conniption if we go a day or two without sound (I’m all for silent worship services too! *fist-pump*).
But all this falls at the heels of this awful pile of work. Oh man… if I had the time, I’d be filling this place up with music and 3d animations like you wouldn’t wanna shake a stick at. *sigh* Oh well. Back to filling reams of paper with meaningless content.
*turns up the crappy breakbeat radio… wistfully*